Yes - I am at Work, I am Still Pregnant, When Will He Be Here?

Every day I leave work leaving things on my desk with notes attached as to what to do or what I have done.  I say maybe I'll see you tomorrow, who knows.  Off I go home where I sit tired from the long day and wait.  Every little pain, tightness across the belly, or discomfort makes me think maybe something is happening, could it be tonight?  When I get up for my late night potty break I wonder when I stand will my water break?  I suppose I should just not even think about it until I have reached my due date, I mean I have had that date as the end date in mind all along, why should it really change now.

This waiting and not knowing is the hardest thing, and what makes it so much more difficult is that I am uncomfortable.  There is really no good way to sit or lay for very long, heartburn continues to be an issue, sometimes.  I really can't bend over, can't reach my feet (you should have seen me trying to put real tennis shoes on for that "hike" rather than the flip flops I have been wearing).  I know it won't really be much longer and all I really want is for him and myself to be healthy and all to go well, but this waiting...